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OMFG. I just had the biggest fucking moodswing!!!! DDDDx!!!... I was just writing (on here) about how accomplished (and embarrassed) I had felt coz I spent my entire day (today) without a bra on but I accidentally pressed "<--Backspace" on my keyboard and instead of deleting text, it made me go back to the previous page and lose everything I just wrote!

And I like wrote fucking 500-600 words in 8 minutes!!!! URGH!!!! I'm so pissed now!!!!...
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But I will try to calm this burning anger of mine with a much-loved and favourited youtube video.

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Okay, I was originally going to upload a philosophical debate on my opinions of a "Utopian world" that I put back-aching work into typing as my first entry... but... it seems that won't be happening anymore because I accidentally clicked the "BACK" button when I started my concluding sentence. O_o... *cries and sobs*...


But when I was writing that entry, a bunch of questions rose up in my head. You may think they're weird or stupid but I found these rather interesting.

What makes a human, a human?

Is it their biological and physical structure? Or is it something else?

What makes us alive?

The fact that we breathe? That our brains are functioning while our blood flows through our veins?

(And yes, you can ask my poor mother, she will tell you that she gets these complicated questions more than once a day... ahahaha... xDDDD...)

And I have come up with an answer of my own for the "What makes us alive question"(I believe that this answer also implies to the "What makes a human, a human?" question but I must come up with supporting evidence... yet to be answered... ahaha... xDDDD). Some (or many) of you will tell me that I am wrong or won't agree with me on this matter. However, philosophy has no right or wrong answer.

My answer?

EMOTION

Imagine this...

What if there were no emotion in our souls?

Then, the human race wouldn't move forward as we would feel no curiosity, therefore, not feel the need to create and discover.

We wouldn't have friends or family to hold dearly to our heart because love would not exist. (Not to mention, we'd stop breeding or feel the need to breed, either... O_o...)

We wouldn't feel the need to survive in this harsh world.

We would feel no need to live

We'd be good as dead.

Therefore, I must conclude that a person with no emotion is not alive.

Is it even possible to not have any emotion at all? I mean, not a single bit?

Exactly.

If you tell me that it's possible or you've seen somebody like that or you are someone with no emotion, you must SHOW ME.

I must see this surreal WONDER.

I'd better stop writing... ahaha... before I keep droning on and on and eventually go off topic... xDDDD... I'm sure you got my idea... :)... I thank the people who actually bothered to read this to the end. xD

PS: Yes, the piano is very beautiful but unfortunately, this isn't me playing. It's someone else recording themself playing "Seisouso" by my favourite circus of all time, "Cirque du Soleil". They are amazing and really worth checking out, the music from "Quidam" is mind-blowing.

Here is the link to the page where I got this song off. xDDDDD...
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http://www.esnips.com/doc/a233f419-2166-4771-aa35-421cbc4a1aa8/PIANO-INSTRUMENTAL----Seisouso-by-INCIK-KAZAK

CHECK IT OUT!!!!!!